On most days, by the end of the day, even if it takes all of my strength, I’m able to bring myself back to whats good in life and just appreciate that. I dont want to be upset. I dont want to feel this kind of pain. So I try not to let stuff bother me. I try to let it do some good for me and move on. Its stupid to dwell on what you cant change if it cant change you, if it cant help you. I just make jokes and laugh about stuff and try to move on. It might not be whats best, but it makes me happy and thats how I want to be.